R.I.P

Few days ago, I was at the hospital seeing my grandfather's heartbeat rate slowly decreasing..
He was already in the unconscious state 2 days before this happened.
He is 84 this year, and he went for a risky operation to take out a tumor which is believed to have caused cancer.
Making the decision on whether he should have gone for the operation is a very tough decision..

Choice 1 : Undergo the operation and take a very high risk..
Choice 2 : Wait approximately 2 years for the tumor to expand and cause him to suffer everyday after some time. (Well, least we had 2 more years with him)

Whatever it is, it was choice 1 that was decided.
And, apparently, choice 1 was too risky...
Therefore, he passed away..

I attended the funeral which only ended this morning..
*barely had enough time to study for PR*
These few days, I see alot of people crying and mourning over his death..
My grandfather is a great man, he helped alot of people in the past and it has paid off..
ALOT, Yes, ALOT of his old friends, far distance relatives came for the ceremony just to pay their last respect to him.

Everyone in the family, teared over his death, and the only one who did not cry was ...
Me...
Maybe I am just a bad boy lol... Nah..
It's just the way I think is a little different from what others think at that moment..

I would want him to go.. I wouldn't wanna see him suffer for the next few years, crying out in pain, living a miserable life just for the sake of living.
I feel he is much happier now in his new "world"..
85 years of age is hard to reach, and reaching there is something to be proud of..
Lastly, I don't want him to see us all sad over his death..
I am sure he would want us to be happy always.

So..
Rest In Peace Grandfather.
May u live happier with ur new "life"