Saturday, October 3, 2009

love love LOVE....

Do you believe in love in first sight? Well, this is very subjective. And as for me, i used to believe it. But when I am experiencing it, I wish i had never met him at all. I mean what was I thinking, loving a guy who i barely know and just fall for him just because he looks so handsome. How foolish I was?

Let's name him 'Ass' shall we? Ass and I met through a mutual friend. At that time it was during school holidays. My friends and I were going for ice skating at Sunway Pyramid and that was the very first time that I met him. For the first time I look at him, I fall for him, I never actually thought i could fall for a guy on the first sight. I was totally all over him. i couldn't take my eyes off him. Not even for a second.

Among all my friends, Ass and I are the only one who know how to skate. So both of us held our hands together and skate. At that moment, I was all over the moon. It was the very first time that i actually hold a guy's hand. I was actually smiling like a fool throughtout the day.

After months knowing him and getting closer to him, our relationship was getting stronger. We were going out almost every weekend and I finally get to know the bad side of him but I ignore it. I mean come on, love is blind right? All I could see is the bright side of him only. Even my friends told me not to mix too much with him. But i ignore them although I know they were right.

One day, I was hanging out with my classmate and suddenly I saw 'Ass' with other girl and I notice that they are actually an item. What the HELL! After all the hint, after all the flowery words, after all the 'I love you', and after all the bullshit that I had gotten from him. I am just so dumb. I got fooled.

I got a little nuts on that day. Not knowing how to react to it. Until I know I couldn't take it anymore, tears roll down my cheeks for hours and even for days. I hate him so much!

From that day onwards, I will never ever believe 'love at first sight' again! But again, it's subjective. This is my view on love at first sight.

*cheers*

Yours truly,

Chan Kah Mun

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